fuckyeahtattoos:

This is mine and my best friends tattoo.
Both (left), close-up of mine (right).
It is a silhouette of Peter Pan, Tinkerbell, Wendy, John, and Michael. We met while we were both working in entertainment at Walt Disney World and we instantly fell it love. We eventually ended up living together for a while and continued to only grow closer. Our lives began to take different paths and we both ended up in different states for various reasons. He came down to visit me earlier this month and we decided what better way to celebrate our friendship than to get marked for life. 
We chose this design because he truly is the Peter Pan to my Wendy. We came together at crazy times in our lives and he taught me to always keep the child within me alive. Also, because it was fitting that we get a Disney inspired tattoo since we that is where we met and Disney has been a huge part of our lives. 
Our tattoo’s were done by Harvey Deal in N. Port, FL.

That’s so awesome.
Hahaha. Angel holding Tres reefer. #lmao #blunt  (Taken with instagram)

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I feel like shit for existing and having a pulse. 

Not even a single text telling me hi or I love you. Just complete silence. Nothing.

And I know if I text him saying I love him or needed him, he’ll just either ignore it or it wont phase him or get mad at me.

I’m just useless.

Goodnight. 

I miss feeling socially accepted.

I feel like this summer is going to consist of a lot of sitting at my house. 

Don’t call me fake when you don’t understand where my heart is coming from.

Don’t call me stupid when you don’t understand why I’m saying what I’m saying.

Don’t call me names period when you don’t take the time to understand.

I’m about to really get pissed off.

My phone is dead and he wont answer my texts/messages to return my charger to me.

And I can’t go anywhere because he has my keys.

Have some fucking respect and return my shit. NOW.

Tired of my shit.

I’m a bitch.

Etc. Etc. Etc.

I just wanted to go to bed and cuddle you like you asked, but not even that could happen.

I wish that was happening right now …

I’m so overwhelmed right now, I don’t know what to think/say/do besides love you even though I know that wont do anything besides sweep the incident under the rug.

I wish someone would accept me for me …

Dinner time! @jaggerskyy @joshuakawaii @breezybaby_xoxo @fckinfriday #jager #beer  (Taken with instagram)