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I feel like shit for existing and having a pulse.
Not even a single text telling me hi or I love you. Just complete silence. Nothing.
And I know if I text him saying I love him or needed him, he’ll just either ignore it or it wont phase him or get mad at me.
I’m just useless.
Goodnight.
I miss feeling socially accepted.
I feel like this summer is going to consist of a lot of sitting at my house.
Don’t call me fake when you don’t understand where my heart is coming from.
Don’t call me stupid when you don’t understand why I’m saying what I’m saying.
Don’t call me names period when you don’t take the time to understand.
I’m about to really get pissed off.
My phone is dead and he wont answer my texts/messages to return my charger to me.
And I can’t go anywhere because he has my keys.
Have some fucking respect and return my shit. NOW.
Tired of my shit.
I’m a bitch.
Etc. Etc. Etc.
I just wanted to go to bed and cuddle you like you asked, but not even that could happen.
I wish that was happening right now …
I’m so overwhelmed right now, I don’t know what to think/say/do besides love you even though I know that wont do anything besides sweep the incident under the rug.
I wish someone would accept me for me …








